sevenwonderfulyears

For the past days - weeks - months were the lowest point of my life.

I was a total mess.

Love brought me everywhere - from L.A. to Manila to L.A. to New York then back home.

I tried fixing whatever needed to be fixed but I couldn’t.

I gave sooo much love…spent sooo much money and invested sooo much time.

I already cried a river… heard enough… seen enough… got hurt enough…

Too bad that I have to subject my self to all these pain to understand and realize what was really going on. I just have to learn it the hard way.

I have no regrets with what I did. I fought each day for us. I did everything I could. God knows I can only do so much.

How far can someone go in loving a person this much?

I wonder if she will love you the same way I did.

I have to admit I struggle each day of my existence without you.

I felt more alone than ever in my life. I felt abandoned and lost.

It takes a lot of courage and strength to go on. Moving on is another thing to tackle.

Pain is a permanent fixture in my life right now.

Nevertheless…love is still a wonderful thing. I have no bitterness in love.