there she goes....

i was totally shocked to hear from a very dear friend.

its been more than twenty years and though we do not talk as often, there's this bond between us that cannot be taken away.

i feel that she's one of those persons who knows my soul.

Smiles hid the pain. How could someone in such pain still smile?

silence

my ever changing moods

How can someone who used to mean so much to you can now seem almost pathetic, and you wonder how could u have felt so deeply, so intensely about that person and now feel nothing but anger.

think pink

it was my aunt's birthday last sunday. i bought her a bouquet of flowers from the breast cancer foundation. all proceeds goes to the breast cancer awareness program. my aunt is a breast cancer survivor. i have another aunt who lost the battle during the 80's. it was a different time then. there were no support group. no awareness program. no fundings. no research. no nothing. she was simply on her own. the only memory i had was visiting her at the hospital. she was only 39 years old.

i'm now 36 years old...i am fully aware it can hit me any time.

this is my own little way of supporting a good cause. my next goal is to join or volunteer for the Race For The Cure.

i'm doing this for my aunt...a friend...and all survivors who touched my heart. all have their own stories to share.

I would like to do something with a lot more soul. Something worthwhile, with purpose and value.

life is short. life is sweet. life is pink.

six degrees of separation

it has been more than a year since i joined friendster. it was my friend who constantly pushing me to join...so i did... and it was my last access too.

sixteen months have passed i retrieved my forgotten password for the heck of it.

so here i go again…

i was greeted by faces i knew well. my high school friends that i haven't seen for more than twenty years who are patiently waiting for me to join their network of friends.

everyone looked mature, some put on weight. some lost weight. Some looked like their moms. and some looked EXACTLY the same.

i e-mailed two of the closest that i went out with during my high school days. they e-mailed back a few hours later. i never thought that they were looking for me like a lost puppy. we have this bond that cannot be taken away. They are the reason why I got my groove back. It's so interesting to find out what has become of them.

j's groove

2538 songs and 718 pics as of today.....

pimp my ride

power...speed...sleek...smooth...215 horsepower...rwd...limited sport design edition...240 watt in-dash single feed 6 disc changer with eight speakers...navigation system...automatic climate control...inside and outside temperature gauge...traction control...power moonroof...nineteen inch dub...formula one-inspired 5 speed e-shift, which allows you to change gears instantly from automatic to manual through convenient buttons on the steering wheel.

to sum it up what more could you expect from a Lexus.

did i mention it was comfortable?