make love.... not war

i no longer believe in the possibility of peace....in my lifetime.

emotional hangover II

Sometimes depression leaks into my everyday life, which for the most part is not very depressed. But what if what leaks it doesn't leave? I don't like teetering in and out of depression. It's simple, there is a cure to my depression though I doubt it well ever happen. Do you ever wish you could not think about anything...just be. Just be there and go on but not care, or think. It's not like people would treat you any differently, it's just you wouldn't care, at all. I'm scared that I'm gonnna fuck something up with her because I can't get things right in my own head.

preparation H

I'm a pain in your ass you can't get enough of.

silhouette

"They say this city can absorb anyone. It does seem that every nationality is here in some part. There are dreamers and poets and landscape painters with dirty noses and wanderers like me who came here by chance and never left. They are all looking for something, travelling the world and the seven seas but looking for a reason to stay. I'm not looking, I've found what it is I want and I can't have it. If I stayed, I would be staying not out of hope but out of fear. Fear of being alone, of being parted from a woman who simply by her presence makes the rest of my life seem shadows"

I'm telling you stories. Trust me.

vancouver

emotional hangover

i walked up to her life and pretend that twenty years was just yesterday. she's committed but i still want her for a night. no holds barred, one night of nothing but of passion, one night that will ever be branded deep into our memories. and the next time we meet we would share a secret smile. but days, weeks passed...longing followed. nobody knows.. not knowing what to do... we are stupidly in love. i feel bad for the one left crying, it's an evolving world... i guess that's life.

Happy Birthday....

...to me!

fuck! i'm old.

who let the dog out

it's been a while. things have been crazy. christmas and new year was fantastic. low key. low stress. hanging out with family and close friends. 2006 is going to be a very good year. YEAR OF THE DOG!

i let her go.
healed.
found TRUE love.